Sandbox

Recently, I went to the guidance center for the annual routine interview. Since the counselors for seniors were all fully booked, I had to sign up under a sophomore counselor. Which was fine by me, seeing as I didn’t care at all for the interview. I just wanted to get it over and done with.

But as I entered the counselor’s office, something was different. There was this big blue plastic container in the middle of the room and an entire shelf full of toys and figurines. I thought that the counselor was probably an anime enthusiast or something but I couldn’t stop staring at the shelf.

Well, apparently, he wasn’t an anime enthusiast. He was introducing something new to the routine interview, and this time, by using the value of “playing” to learn more about the person.

And how great is that? The routine interview has always been a very boring, very straightforward Q&A time where the counselor asks you about EVERYTHING from academics to family life to friends to your lovelife, while you awkwardly answer him/her without giving away too much.

Instead of all of that, I was asked to use the box filled with sand as well as all the figurines to create a landscape representing my world out of the stuff available.

The counselor gave me around 5 minutes to fiddle around on my own, and this is what I came up with!

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Now, what is that? While I was making it, I just grabbed a bunch of random stuff without giving it much thought. But I came up with this. A while later, the counselor came back, asked me to explain it to him, and out came all of these observations that actually did reflect what was going on with me in real life! It was still quite awkward, but we spent plenty of time just staring at the box and figuring out what everything meant. It was all very poetic, and I just wanted to share how cool it all was. Here a short explanation of what I did:

  • Present-me is represented by the Mulan doll sitting on the swing/bench thing, and the people behind me are my family and friends.
  • The bridge over the river represented the path I needed to take in order to get to my future goals, that is, represented by the fancy house, the foreign looking landmark (representing travel), cakes and stuff (actually they were just cute, but I guess they represent the finer things in life), plants (with snow!), and also the corporate attire lady who was supposed to be future -me.

So what did it all mean?

My future is all laid out in front of me, a short distance away, and I know how to get there (by crossing the bridge), but currently, I’m just sitting here, enjoying the view, not really taking any concrete steps toward my goals. Fortunately, I have my family and friends supporting me (that’s why they’re behind me) so that one day, I can get up and start moving forward.

Wow. So deep, right? It’s pretty interesting because even though I myself made that landscape, there were these little details that I didn’t recognize, yet reflected some of my inner thoughts and feelings.

I liked it so much I took photos to share with everyone. If only all guidance interviews were this fun and enlightening!


My last sem ever… hopefully!

Yesterday was my last first-day-of-school! Am I excited? Yea~h! I’m so sick and tired of going to school, I can’t wait to get out of here already! Of course, work is an entirely different matter. I don’t even have any clue what I want to do after graduation. I’m worried, yeah, but that doesn’t mean I shouldn’t enjoy my last semester at the Ateneo, right?

Anyway, it’s been a while since I talked about the classes that I’m taking so I think I’ll do it this sem, since it’s the last one already and I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t want to blog about work because that’s just lame.

I’m living my life like a sophomore, seeing as I have only 1 major subject and a whole bunch of core subjects. But then again, my 1 major subject is supposed to be really heavy, and my core subjects include Theo and Philo, and a number of equally imposing subjects like History, PolSci, and Economics. Hurray.

I’m not putting down the names of any profs because I’m still taking these classes and what if they find out what I think of them, especially if it’s not that positive? Ah. I can’t take that risk. So! Here we go!

  1. LS127 - Another sem of Season Berry! In case you don’t know what I’m talking about, Season Berry is our product for the yearlong business plan and implementation that we have to do for LS126 and LS127. It’s a fruit drink that contains ginkgo biloba extract that can help enhance your memory. We haven’t started selling yet, but when we do, make sure to buy from us, okay? In fact, support us right now by liking our Facebook page! :-o Anyway, I got a not-so-okay grade in LS126 last sem, so this sem, I’m going to work super duper triple times harder! I promise!!!! Because I kind of have no choice. Haaaa. Mantra for LS127: WORK WORK WORK!!!
  2. HI166 -  So far, my History class seems really… tame. I don’t know what to expect yet but of course it can’t compare to my History class last sem where my prof was this super hyperactive storyteller and the class felt more like watching a sitcom than an actual class. But then, even though I felt like I learned SO MUCH I only got a B in that class. Story of my life. I’m hoping this doesn’t happen again this sem, so I’m going to always READ ALL READINGS and not slack off like I… sort of… did last sem. Yes, that’s right. Mantra for HI166: READ READ READ!!!
  3. EC111 - My favorite subject this sem… not. This subject is called “something something Microeconomics”.  So… is it a bad sign if you’ve already forgotten the course title one day after taking it? :( Anyway, the point of the subject is, it’s about economics. And it will need some knowledge of calculus. Knowledge that I have thrown away, oh, around 2 years ago. Oh wait, make that THREE YEARS SINCE MY LAST CALCULUS CLASS. I am so dead. My prof, apparently, is some Eco dept. legend who makes insanely difficult long exams. I am so so so dead. Plus, I only got a stupid B in my last calculus class… but again. I admit that at that time, I totally slacked off. I did not study enough and I didn’t answer all the sample problems at the back of each chapter like our prof told us to. SO!!!! Mantra for EC111: PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE!!!
  4. TH141 - This is “Theology something something Catholic Social Vision”. I really don’t remember. All I remember is JSP174, which I will describe in more detail later. Anyway. TH141. I got this prof who is another legend, and who is apparently BETTER THAN DACANAY (who is also a legend). Now, if that is not convincing enough, I don’t know what is. Because I took Dacanay and he was really really good. And now this person…. who is not even a Jesuit… is better than him??? WHAT??? But apparently he also has high expectations of his students. Of this student who got a C+ from Dacanay. Remember what I said back in EC111? I am so so so so dead. Mantra for TH141: PRAY PRAY PRAY!!!
  5. POS100 - What is this political science!!! Why do I have to take it!!! I hate politics. Well, no. But I don’t know anything about it and I don’t really care about it so WHY DO I HAVE TO TAKE IT. (Because it is required and if you don’t take it, you can’t graduate.) I KNOW!!! ARGHHHHH!!! … Ahem. Sorry. I just… really don’t see the point of this subject. Granted, it’s not my projected worse subject of this sem, and the prof seems nice, and I’m classmates with my neighbor Gilbert (which was a huge surprise!!!), and well. It seems manageable naman. But seriously. WHY AM I TAKING POLITICAL SCIENCE!!! Mantra for POS100: RECITE RECITE RECITE!!! (Because we have graded recitations, augh.)
  6. JSP174 - Yes. I am so so so looking forward to this course. As I mentioned earlier, this is the only subject which course title I remember, because it is JAPANESE FOOD CULTURE. Say it with me: JAPANESE FOOD CULTURE. Where we talk about the three things I love the most: JAPAN, FOOD, and CULTURE. Plus the prof is my prof before in Japanese Language and I would like to mention that I got an A (!!!) in that subject. It’s a huge class though, around 40 of us, and most of which I know to be good students, so I guess I’ve got some competition for that A I’m eyeing, huh? Hah hah hah… (in case you don’t recognize that laugh, it is my friend Nervous Laughter.) The only way I’m gonna get that A is if I perfect everything and that means… Mantra for JSP174: PERFECT PERFECT PERFECT!!! (Oops, not a verb. Well actually it is, so whatever.) (Oh wait, my prof is my Facebook friend AAAAAAAH she might see this!!!! DX)
  7. PH104 - The one subject I’ve never really been good at: Philosophy. After taking three of these, I don’t think I’ve gotten the hang of it yet. I really have no idea what to expect from this prof because all Philo profs are different. They have different expectations from students and different requirements so all the past Philo subjects I took won’t help me now. If there’s something I learned from my old profs though, it’s that I should always, ALWAYS study. Even for quizzes, for midterms, for finals. On a positive note, at least it’s in English! Mantra for PH104: STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!

And so that ends the preview of Charmie’s semester. Remember the last post where I said that I’m gonna work extra hard this sem to get the ideal grade that I want? (It’s number 28.) And I quote: ”I can’t really afford to get bad grades on my final sem EVER, so I am erasing the word procrastination from my brain, and I’m going to do nothing but study.”

That’s right. It’s goodbye, procrastinating me, and helloooo, studying me. Yeah. Procrastination? Huh? What does that even mean?

What? You’re asking why, if I really am quitting procratinating, I’m here blogging and not reading my Histo readings for tomorrow nor sleeping so that I can wake up early for my class tomorrow morning?

Whoops! This discipline thing is pretty tough, huh? Gotta go! See you all next time~


Sharing a bit of silliness :3

http://facebuko.com/2010/03/08/death-note-book/

The entire site is fascinating. I don’t know much about Filipino pop culture, but it’s still hilarious.

Today I have to go to Ateneo to submit some requirements, and then I have to go all the way to beautiful Makati for an interview. I feel blessed that I have an interview at all, of course, but WHY IS IT HAPPENING THE DAY BEFORE MY THEO ORALS!!!!!!

I’m just glad it’s not the Philo orals (although I bombed that one too). And THANK YOU Father D for allowing index cards. I’m gonna die if I have to memorize 14 thesis statements’ worth of text. Die die die. :(

(P.S. If you are a corporate stalker, I know I said in my resume and interview that I can be calm under pressure.  Please do not think this blog post means that I’m stressed. I’m not! Ohohohoho! This is just my way of release. :D Have a nice day!)


The eye of the storm

Theo and Philo orals finally OVER!!!! Omigosh, I am so happy!! XD Unfortunately, I still have loads to do, because Accounting exams are next Tuesday, and I have about 2-3 papers due next week.

Before you start telling me that the eye of the storm is where it’s calm, yes. That is what I meant. I am currently in the little space between the orals and the exam/paper. So I still feel like I have lots of time to procrastinate… Habits never die.

I feel like I’m in the eye of the storm in other senses as well. I’m praying for all the victims of the Chilean earthquake. I am seriously scared. The Philippines, especially, is on top of the Pacific Ring of Fire, and I fear for everyone’s safety. Take care, guys! :-S Pray! Pray hard!

What time is it? It’s 1:59 pm…

I’m so excited!

Next week is the ultimate hell week!

…At least, that WAS the case. Initially, we were supposed to have Theo orals, Philo orals, Org Behavior long test, AND Org Behavior presentation. However, because God loves us, the Org Behavior long test was moved, and the presentation didn’t require much effort because all we have to do is invite a guest speaker. Plus, NO CLASSES ON MONDAY! Hurrah!

Unfortunately, that leaves the two heavyweights. Theo orals on Thursday and Philo orals on Saturday. Both are supposedly deadly. Wish me luck!


The Poem Resulting from Lack of Sleep and Too Much Stress (Might Also Be a Song)

It’s Friday night!
Or rather Saturday morning!
My whole family’s asleep
But I’m still typing

But what am I typing?
Is it a poem or a song?
I’m not quite sure either
Anyway, just play along

I just finished my Theo paper
But I still have to finish
Nine problems in Accounting
I think I need some spinach!

And since I’m an Atenean
Well-rounded I have to be
So it’s not just academics
But org work too, you see

So if you’re now a high school senior
And you dream of living in Matteo
Then that’s the only reason why
You would choose Ateneo!


JTA 2nd Sem! Bring it on!

I am soooooo ready.

In my mind, I’m telling myself, “Philo and Theo? Why am I even wasting my time being nervous? This semester is obviously going to be the best semester of my life.”

Yeah. Because, you know, optimism is the only thing you need to succeed in life. And hard work. Of course. Thought I forgot about hard work, didn’t you? Even though I haven’t actually seriously studied for about 6 months, I am so full of confidence that I will suddenly become an expert at studying!

I have it all worked out. I even bought a fancy new planner so I may be constantly reminded to STOP SLACKING OFF and START STUDYING. I am even planning to buy earplugs so that I can study even though it is so noisy at home. Except, I don’t know where to buy them. Watson’s? Or sports equipment stores? Because you know, swimmers use them, right? (Oh wait never mind I was thinking about nose plugs.)

It begins…

January 20.

Because…

YES, I CAN!


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